...with least effort

2006-09-18T03:42:00.000-07:00

WAR, war never changes.

The Romans waged war to gather slaves and wealth.
Spain built an empire from its lust for gold and territory.
Hitler shaped a battered Germany into an economic superpower.

But war never changes.....

In the 21st Century war was still waged over the resourses that could be aquired.
Only this time, the spoils of war were also its weapons.

Petroleum and Uranium.

For these resourses China would invade Alaska.
The U.S. would annex Canada.
And the European Commonwealth would desolve into quarreling bickering nation states.
Bent on controling the last remaining resourses on Earth.

In 2077, the storm of World War had come again.
In two brief hours most of the planet was reduced to ciders.
And from the ashes of nuclear devistation a new Civilization would struggle to arise.

2006-09-15T20:23:00.000-07:00

we're all sick, and i'm loving it.

2006-08-23T10:55:00.000-07:00

This great evil. Where does it come from? How'd it steal into the world? What seed, what root did it grow from? Who's doin' this? Who's killin' us? Robbing us of life and light. Mockin' us with the sight of what we might've known. Does our ruin benefit the earth? Does it help the grass to grow, the sun to shine? Is this darkness in you, too? Have you passed to this night?

2006-08-16T11:35:00.000-07:00

and now the darkness reveals, what has been hidden for so long

zaman geçtikçe anlam kazanan film

2006-08-14T01:23:00.000-07:00

Conrad 'Connie' Brean: Well, I have, too. Would you do it again...? Isn't that why you're here? I guess so. And if you go to war again, who is it going to be against? Your "ability to fight a Two-ocean War" against who? Sweden and Togo? Who you sitting here to Go To War Against? That time has passed. It's passed. It's over. The war of the future is nuclear terrorism. It is and it will be against a small group of dissidents who, unbeknownst, perhaps, to their own governments, have blah blah blah. And to go to that war, you've got to be prepared. You have to be alert, and the public has to be alert. Cause that is the war of the future, and if you're not gearing up, to fight that war, eventually the axe will fall. And you're gonna be out in the street. And you can call this a "drill," or you can call it "job security," or you can call it anything you like. But I got one for you: you said, "Go to war to protect your Way of Life," well, Chuck, this is your way of life. Isn't it? And if there ain't no war, then you, my friend, can go home and prematurely take up golf. Because there ain't no war but ours.

2006-07-10T17:53:00.000-07:00

tonight i'll have a better dream

2006-06-22T09:27:00.000-07:00

how did i get here?

gibber

2006-06-20T08:46:00.000-07:00

how would it feel
if it never happened
and the moment never past
like a breeze in the cold
a chill up my spine
and the words descending
from my lips
forming nothing but gibber
for there is no definition
of such act
of such pain
of such love
but i know the moment has passed
and there is nothing more i can do
just to watch and go by

2006-06-12T15:57:00.000-07:00

i want plugs on my wrists,
wires in my head,
and a space made of it,
with a girl on my lap

2006-06-11T13:14:00.000-07:00

balkondan atmalı
skerler amaaa

2006-06-09T20:30:00.000-07:00

first time i saw you i knew you were the one i thought these things only happened in the movies you know, pounding heart sweaty hands and the shaky legs... i was coming out of the theater and it started pouring heavy rain so there i was soaking right cheet-chattering freezing cold and then you came up to me and you looked up to me straight in the eye and said "need an umbrella... miss?" you sent me flowers for weeks and you said you'd love me forever three months later we were getting married... god it sounds so stupid now... it's such a corny romance... but real life
never ends being what you think it is going to be; you think it's going to be one big happy fairy tale, and then one day you wake up in an avarage little house living an avarage little life and your real dreams are about paying the bills and maybe someday getting a bigger tv? Did you realiz maybe it wasnt the life you're dreaming of , you realize maybe things could've been different and maybe i actually didn't live through all that but one day it all just starts; such as something small. little lipstick on the collar, a few nights when you come home a bit late. at first
i tell myself i am, would never do such a thing. but just ** my mind i follow ,you as you leave the office, i follow you to the C.D. hotel, where you meet the girl... and then my whole world falls apart. i come home , and i cry for hours in the kitchen ; i get the gun from the drawer in our bedroom and i tell myself if it is all this life has to offer me, then i can do without. but then i change my mind , afterall i am not the one who is cheating... so, quietly i wait for you to come home, sitting in my avarage little kitchen. obviously you don't suspect a thing so i press the fucking gun against your forehead and i a take a few seconds to watch the fear grow in your eyes... you tell yourself "she won't do it, she doesn't have the guts, she's just trying to teach me lesson" but you're so wrong honey, i've sentenced you to death for turning my life into a soap opera cliche, for stepping on my dreams, for not giving a shit about me all those years, for lying to me and betraying me and humiliating me... i am making an example of you for all the assholes out there who can keep on fucking us over and over... goodbye my love.
so how was it?

2006-06-09T19:58:00.000-07:00

cnm commentcilerim =)

2006-06-09T19:51:00.000-07:00

ya yeter ama ya

2006-06-07T05:50:00.000-07:00

bgn hayatımda gördüğüm en güzel rüyayı gördüm heralde, tabi hatırladıklarım arasından

2006-06-03T08:00:00.000-07:00

göğüs kafesimin tam ortasında bir sivilce çıktı. devasa sanki 3. göğüs ucum. o kadar işlediki beynime rüyamda 4. göğüs ucum çıkıyordu.

2006-05-31T18:47:00.000-07:00

46 dolar ve 11 kilobayt. unutulmayacak rakamlar

2006-05-27T17:54:00.000-07:00

when we get old, with no future, we'll focus on our past.and that will surely suck more than having a future

2006-05-27T17:53:00.000-07:00

when we get old, with no future, we'll focus on our past.and that will surely suck more than having a future

2006-05-27T13:22:00.000-07:00

eskiden 2 ses vardı şimdi 3-4e çıkıyor rakam çok kalabalıklaştı burası

2006-05-25T17:25:00.000-07:00

eskiden sanırsam lemanda "gizem adamı" diye bir köşe vardı. Böyle pardesü uzun saç az konuşan bir gizem adamının hikayesiydi paso. Bir sayıda eleman hatunla sinemaya gidiyor ve duygusal sahnelerden bir tanesinde bir gözyaşı akıtıp kıza işte duygusalım aynı zamanda fln ayağı çekmeye çalışıyor. O sırada eleman duygusal patlama yaşıyor böyle durduramıyor falan ağlamayı hüngür hüngür ağlayarak kaçıyordu hatundan:D

2006-05-25T12:13:00.000-07:00

şimdi msn iletilerine "life sucks" fln yazıyor 40 yaşımıza falan gelince "18 was when i was alive" fln mı yazıcaz acaba?

2006-05-23T03:09:00.000-07:00

saçımı kime nasıl kestiricem diye dökülmekten saçım dökülecek

2006-05-20T22:48:00.000-07:00

hotmailde köşede bir yerde "win a trip to africa" yazıyor. acaip bi his, arkadaşıma fıkra yollarken afrika tatili kazanbiliyorum.

2006-05-20T22:43:00.000-07:00

eywah eywah

türk pop müziğin son nefesi

2006-05-20T18:20:00.000-07:00

nasıl bir köşkte 3 kumandayla 1 televizyon kontrol edilir.

2006-05-19T05:16:00.000-07:00

vvevde durmaktan artık her gece rüyalarımda birileriyle konuşuyorum artık bir süre böyle idare edicem sanırım

2006-05-15T23:42:00.000-07:00

mutlu ölmek mi yoksa iyi hatırlanmak mı önemli acaba? Hitler ikisinde de sçtı sanırsam =)

2006-05-13T19:44:00.000-07:00

hatred comes first

2006-05-12T19:57:00.000-07:00

acaba hiç televizyonda film reklamı yaparken " ya bu film pek güzel değil aslında ama napalım işte bütçe falan" duyacak mıyız? hayır heralde

2006-05-12T14:21:00.000-07:00

ağ bağlantılarım içerisinde bilmediğim bir bağlantı var bana ait olmayan. Her formattan sonra adı değişiyor ama hep orada. Ve sadece bu bilgisayarda var, diğerlerinde yok. Ama diğerlerinde yüklediğim nete açılan programlarının isimlerini fln burada görüyorum nedense. Hadi modeme bir şekilde birşeyler yapıyor diğelim de nasıl 13279(33 yıl fln galba) gündür açık gibi bir bilgi tutuyor anlamıyorum.

2006-05-12T14:20:00.001-07:00

evde 3 tane ayrı bilgisayar 3 ayrı sorun verir mi? 2 tanesi de formatlı gıcır gıcır hesapta. Lanetli burası

2006-05-12T14:20:00.000-07:00

5+1 ses sistemi var ama asla tam verim alamıyorum. %90 1 tane hoparlörün kablosu çıkmış oluyor , left veya right lardan 1 tanesi de farkında olmadan arkalara gidiyor, 3. bir hoparlör ise arbedede başka bir yöne dönmüş oluyor. Yok yani 5+1-3 gibi bir tür bu.

2006-05-06T14:38:00.000-07:00

insanlar idol bulup onlara özeniyorlar. Peki idol olarak asla gerçekten tanıyamayacağın için oturup kendine göre yorumluyorsun, ne düşündüğünü tahmin edip ona göre davranıyorsun. Peki o kişiyi tanıyınca bambaşka biri çıkarsa ne oluyor. eh sıçarsın heralde ya da ah bende böyleyim diyip üstesinden gelirsin, idolün öyle derdi zaten değil mi

2006-05-02T12:36:00.000-07:00

nese öl sen
hakanbilenler: ok
ali: ölme
hakanbilenler: sen oldurcen mı?
ali: nıt
zevk alan biri lazm hayattan
az önce kek yedi
m
çok lezzetliydi
kendimi mi öldürsem
kitap olr bundan
hakanbilenler: bunu bloga yazsana
aanan
hahaha
ali: bir seri katilin erken sonu
hakanbilenler: az once kek yedım cok lezzetlıydı dıe
haehae
ali: bari bu yazıyı koyyim de salak gibi hissetmiyim tekrar yazmakla uğraşıp.

2006-05-02T12:33:00.000-07:00

This great evil - where's it come from? How'd it steal into the world? What seed, what root did it grow from? Who's doing this? Who's killing us, robbing us of life and light, mocking us with the sight of what we mighta known? Does our ruin benefit the earth, aid the grass to grow and the sun to shine? Is this darkness in you, too? Have you passed through this night?

"Explosion in the sky - have you passed through this night? / The thin red line"

2006-05-01T19:47:00.000-07:00

28 gün sonra izliyorduk arkadaş "zombi koşar mı yaa" dedi, harbiden çok moral bozucu bir durum.

2006-05-01T13:49:00.000-07:00

oh heavens , it feels it feels

2006-04-30T18:49:00.000-07:00

15 saniye için bok gibi hissettim çok acayipti. nasıl oluyor anlamıyorum yüksek bir yerden düşmek gibi sanırım. uzun vadede gösterir belki kendini

2006-04-30T18:40:00.000-07:00

hiçbirşey hatırlamıyorum. geriya bakıyoru ve sıfır. yarım yamalak kareler sadece bir tek eğitilmiş şeyler var kafamda. ne anladım ben bu işten

2006-04-29T22:26:00.000-07:00

i hate the feeling of existence in the morning

2006-04-29T03:58:00.000-07:00

saabh 5te paten yapiim dedim, yaptm da , düşüp yüzümü bacağımı çizdim velede döndüm hemen. Annemle pansuman yapmalı

2006-04-28T20:47:00.000-07:00

I can hardly wait.

It's been so long

I've lost my taste

say,

'Angel come"said,

'Lick my face"

lift all your drapes

I'll play the part

I'll open this mouth wide

eat your heart

I can hardly wait

Lips crack drytongue

blue burnssaid,

"Angel come"said, "

Lick my thirst"

It's been so long

I've lost my taste

you run me around

make my water break

In my glass coffin

I am waiting.

"Juliette Lewis - Hardly Wait - Strange Days"

2006-04-28T18:08:00.000-07:00

there is a voice inside my head
says forget
but i cant let go
for the last time that i've felt
it is the only thing it has passed
through my cage and heart
so i will keep it in my head
until time lets it fade

2006-04-28T17:22:00.000-07:00

this is a simple simple boring blog and i am a simple simple boring man, just to let you know. No posts about my complex interior personality because it doesn't exist. lovely

2006-04-28T17:04:00.000-07:00

böyle ciğerken birşey sökercesine öksürdükten sonra gelen tat çok hoş , ama ciğer acısı var o yakıyor

2006-04-28T16:50:00.000-07:00

1 yıl öncesinde olan tüm olayları "ben küçükken" diye anlatabilirim, 10 yıl sonra ne bok yicez bilmiyorum.

2006-04-28T16:48:00.000-07:00

icq deyince dönen adamlar ve dial-up connection geliyor aklıma. Böyle bağlantı kopardı haberim olmazdı izlerdim saatlerce adamlar döner dururdu.

2006-04-28T16:47:00.000-07:00

ortaokulda din hocamız ölünce tüm hayatımızı izleyeceğimizi söylemişti. bende direk tutulmuştum tabi, lan 60 yıl yaşasam 60 yıl nası izliyeceğim diye, sordum, "hızlı izliceksiniz" fln dedi. Ne zaman bir anımı düşünsem o yüzden fastforward canlanıyor.. tamam abarttım.

2006-04-28T16:23:00.000-07:00

lastfm kadar navigasyonu karışık site görmedim. ama feci yararlı site bişi diyemem. sevdiğin müziklere göre sana şarkıcı tavsiye edyior, populerite barı var onu kısıyorsun az popüler şeyler dinlemek içn falan haha

2006-04-28T10:57:00.000-07:00

walt disney acaba daha ne kadar alaska'da bir beyazla kızak yarışı filmleri yapmayı düşünüyor? Son bombası da Uwe Boll'e snake'in alaskada eğitmenlik günlerini film yaptırır herhalde.

2006-04-28T10:56:00.000-07:00

i love karbonhidrat

2006-04-28T10:10:00.000-07:00

You can just feel the details. The bits and pieces you never bothered to put into words. And you can feel these extreme moments... even if you don't want to. You put these together, and you get the feel of a person. Enough to know how much you miss them... and how much you hate the person who took them away.

"Memento"

2006-04-27T16:50:00.000-07:00

Nothing happens in the world? Are you out of your fucking mind? People are murdered every day. There's genocide, war, corruption. Every fucking day, somewhere in the world, somebody sacrifices his life to save someone else. Every fucking day, someone, somewhere makes a conscious decision to destroy someone else. People find love, people lose it. For Christ's sake, a child watches her mother beaten to death on the steps of a church. Someone goes hungry. Somebody else betrays his best friend for a woman. If you can't find that stuff in life, then you, my friend, don't know crap about life. And why the FUCK are you wasting my two precious hours with your movie? I don't have any use for it. I don't have any bloody use for it.

"Adaptation"

2006-04-27T16:43:00.000-07:00

we're so great with our fake selves talking about shit we don't even know what it is.

2006-04-27T16:39:00.000-07:00

cast away the sky
forbid my dreams
and ban me from this place
numbers are lost now
misplaced will i ever stand

2006-04-27T15:42:00.000-07:00

I'm astounded by people who want to 'know' the universe when it's hard enough to find your way around Chinatown.

"Woody Allen"

2006-04-27T14:13:00.000-07:00

i am making ghost all over town, just to have a feel while i walk

2006-04-26T19:35:00.000-07:00

dergideki tüm yazıları ben yazmaya çalışıyorum tasarlamaktan daha fazla kastırıyor, hah

2006-04-26T19:11:00.000-07:00

i ask each year, why am i still here?

"the get up kids - grunge pigs"

2006-04-26T15:49:00.000-07:00

at climax, you're bend to fall